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An open letter to my ex-best friend

An open letter to my ex best friend

Dear ex-best friend,




I hope your life is going well (despite the stuff I read on social media, but I know you were always a bit of a drama queen, like me). It's been quite a long time since we last spoke but sometimes I do use the internet to stalk your life and see what you're up to.

I'm sorry that our friendship came to an end and I hope you know that I do think about you. I'm glad nothing turned sour, it wasn't a screaming and fighting kind of end to our relationship, but something happened inside us and we knew it was time to move on.

I hope you have a new best friend who can fill all the gaps I might have left, but that maybe brings something extra to your life that I couldn't. I miss our stupid days out and the conversations about boys, the refusal to acknowledge we had any feelings but making each other cry with soppy texts every now and again. I miss the copious amounts of McDonald's we used to eat and then complain we were too fat to fit into our clothes. I miss talking about farts and disgusting things that were just hilarious to us.

I'm sorry about the stuff I said when I was angry, especially that last time. I didn't even have the decency to say it to your face and projected it on social media instead. I also forgive you for doing the same. I don't believe that was really you; you were fuelled by rage and by someone egging you on. I know that wasn't you and you didn't mean it. Neither did I.

I really do hope that someday our paths will cross again and maybe we can fix things. I've gone to message you countless times but never seen the point. What can I say, I'm a bit of a whimp when it comes to potential rejection. I'm sure if two people are meant to be in each other's lives, they can always find a way back to each other. Even though we are different people now, I feel like we would still be as compatible as we always were.

Thank you for being someone I could trust through a difficult time in my life. Thank you for being the endless source of humour that my heart needed. I hope you are happy and satisfied with your life. But most of all, I hope you somehow come to stumble upon this, and know that even though we aren't in the same place as we were before, I am still someone you can come to if you really needed me.

Love always,

Your ex-best friend.



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2 comments

  1. This really hit something with me; it's a beautiful post. x

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  2. Thank you love, I appreciate the comment. It's something definitely close to me as well, but always good to know people can relate x

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